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Saturday, January 21, 2012
Stars.
Stars, the most beautiful nature created by God, the only nature that gives me curiosity if I could really grabbed it with my bare hands & keep em some place safe where they can accompany me through the darkness
I had a dream, a dream of us. I've been dreaming with you inside for the past week, but this one that I had last two nights, it is unforgettable. It really is beautiful living in that kind of dream. We were some place where it's just you & me, standing on soft grass. Apparently, the ground was covered with grass, nothing else. It was dark, so I assumed it was night time & I was right, since stars were everywhere twinkling around the sky. I turned & looked at you. You were beautiful, staring at me with that sweet smile of yours.
We lie on the ground & looked up at the stars for a few good minutes, then I realized there were a few stars that were shining even more than the rest of them & the ones that were shining brightly made a shape of a circle. Out of the blue, it started to swirl round & round then it was nowhere to be seen.
My mind started to load up with questions. Why were they shining brightly & made a shape of a circle? That's not all, swirling round & round then, gone. While I was contemplating deeply about it, we took a stroll & there were some huge things around me, but I couldn't remember what was it. Then, there was this kid who appeared right out of nowhere, I assumed he's Chinese since he have small eyes.
He stood just a few distance away from me & he said this, " Abg, I love you. " And I replied, " Aww, I love you too. " I don't know why I said that but it was weird, not knowing that I have never met him in my life. It was a nice feeling though, getting to hear someone saying, " I love you " to me. I really felt it, my heart, showered with warm love. Then I woke up after that, sat there on my bed, trying to remember whatever that I dreamt of earlier.
I will never forget that dream, that feeling, the place, the one that I was with.. What an unforgettable dream, a beautiful one too. So I now wonder... Is it a sign of something? It still made my mind come running up with questions. If it really is a sign, I'd want to see the definition of this dream of mine. Friday, March 11, 2011 The Beauty Of Nature. ![]() And the beauty of nature helps soothe my heart when it has been conquered by the negative emotions Mind is filled with negative thoughts. Heart is cracking bit by bit while he's in my mind. Closed my eyes, trying to cool down by breathing slowly, focusing on what is happening around me, trying to forget about what's in my mind & heart but instead just listening to the surroundings. The pitter-patter of the rain drops, the sounds of stray cats meowing, & the touch of the wind blowing through my neck. It all then let out a smile on my face, slowly with the negative thoughts & emotions fading away. All with the helped from the beauty of nature, my heart is all mended. Feel so calmed with the stars tonight are brighter than ever, with the wind blowing so hard. Oh what a cold night. I closed my eyes again, while I imagined a soul right behind me, letting his breath touched my delicate neck, wrapping his arms around my skinny body while letting his tongue slither around my ear. My apologies if I'm being too carried away, guess my heart misses the taste of romance, how passionate I'll go if I were to be in a room on a soft bed with a good-looking man. It all felt so good when your heart can feel the love that you're making with him while going through the clawing of the bed sheets, the licking from the chest right to the hot spot, the sucking, the biting on his lower lips with his soft hair being pulled when he let his finger slowly linger around your arousing spot & finally when you both have reached to that satisfaction, you will just cuddle up together on the soft bed, pulling up the blanket sheet with him stroking your hair while you let out a purr. It really is satisfying when it comes to romance on the bed especially when you get to feel that beautiful feeling, the love he have given instead of nothing. How passionate we'll go on the cold night. But all this will just be kept in mind, so long have I not been in a relationship with another soul. So hard, but still moving on, searching to find the right one as time runs by. I'm just hoping, that the next one will not use me but instead, love me & be faithful through thick & thin, til the love lasted. Labels: Nature |
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