Saturday, October 15, 2011

Reality World.


I should stop living in the Dream World & start facing how cruel, dramatic, & painful Reality World can be


I feel so disgusted with some humans who degrade on others to the extend of making them having that huge break down. Insults, condemn, bitches, whores & sluts, talking about dramas, I'm facing through a whole lot of crisis with one-who-shall-not-be-named. Such a pity to see him throwing all those insults, all those damn words to me when I feel like, I'm just a mirror & whatever he is saying out right now, he is just reflecting all those shits, to himself. Yes, I admit, I am ugly, with all the flaws I have in me, at least I admit, I don't go saying out that, oh, I'm so cute, or looked at the mirror & say, damn, I'm sexy or what-so-ever. I have my flaws & all, Mister One-Who-Shall-Not-Be-Named-I'm-All-So-Flawless, though I go posting out in Facebook or tweeting in Twitter saying why is that guy staring at me & all, or strangers approaching me..

Sorry honey, I don't have time to create tall tales & have that want-to-feel-hot-to-myself, but it's the fact. Up to you whether to believe, I mean, I don't tell anyone to believe any of my incidents, did I? Besides, posting it in Facebook or Twitter, is just my thing, my motive of having a Facebook is not to gain popularity, but just so I can have something to rant out my emotions, I don't give a single shit if anyone want to add me up or delete me, that's their problem, I don't go around adding strangers. You want to add me, add me up, no? Your problem. Oh, carry on giving me long composition of insults, I'll just read & smile cause honestly, getting all those long sentence from you, it ain't going to work. I'm not an English teacher who needs to read your composition & correct your tenses & errors right?

Whatever, I may be ugly, but having a nice heart that is so sweet & kind counts. Looks are just deceiving. What for having a face so flawless but with a heart so full of stench? Enough about dramas here, there will be a confrontation, on Sunday, since that one-who-shall-not-be-named wants it so much, fine, we'll have it. And for your info, if you want to use violence against me, be my guest, I am really, not afraid of someone like you. Yes, I may be a small fry but still, I know where my maturity level is. Violence against a matter so small? Oh please, let's just see what's going to happen on that Sunday. Case pending.

I'm still in search of my job, & I need to stop slacking & start focusing on my search of my job. No more distractions. Will be going to East Coast Park later on, with my clans as we're going have a Barbeque time together, making a very huge bonding. At last, I can just sit at the side of the beach, hearing the crashes of the waves, getting to feel the touch of the wind's breath through my skin. Getting to lie on the hard sand & gaze at the beautiful stars, letting all my body, mind, heart & soul be at ease. The beauty of nature, what is more peaceful than that? Goodnight my beautiful readers.

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