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Tuesday, March 15, 2011
100th Post: Dear you.  Dear you, I'll just make everything clear so that there won't be any misunderstanding. I am giving myself time for my own, I want to mend things right. I'm disappointed about what happened. I'm still embarrassed so I'm just giving myself time to get over it. So where is the part did I say that I'm leaving your life? I didn't even say I wanted to until after you shoot out all those painful words on Facebook & Formspring. Since you put it that way that I'm "leaving" your life. Then I am doing it now, by deactivating my Facebook, deleting Twitter. Just because I runaway from you, doesn't mean I am leaving you. I'm just so stress up over what have happened. I just need time for myself. I just need to get over things. You do not need to be sorry cause like I said, everything is done. It's over, I've already forgiven you the minute the shit was done. I know things happened in the club. You do not need to explain. I know you had your shits in there but that doesn't mean you need to embarrass me in front of everyone, do you? It's like you're the cherry on top of after R have threw his tantrum towards me in front of everyone. I'm not being sensitive or so emotional but just put yourself in my shoe, these 2 incidents happened to you & everyone's watching, but whatever it is, if you don't feel the embarrassment, fine. I know you have that "no face" attitude but I'm different. And I didn't say, leaving was easy cause in the first place, I didn't even say that I'm leaving you cause this time, I just want to be alone at home. Who says leaving someone's life whom you love most was easy? In fact, the first time I left you was hard alright. It took me days for me to bear with it but in the end, I came back. Now this is not another leaving someone's life drama. This is wanting some time to be alone, my personal space. I'm just disappointed with you. Told you not to embarrass me a couple of times but in the end, you've crossed the line. But it's alright, I understand. And not to worry, since you think I'm leaving you so much, I'll just go with the flow. I know you'll be fine, I ain't a true brother after all just like your true friends huh? Have a great day ahead, I'll always pray for your safety. Yours sincerely, Zairul A true soul, will understand you, won't leave you unreasonably, will comfort you when you're down, will always be there for you through thick & thin & will do anything just to make you smile. S/He'll let you know the ugly truth than be covered in the dark with those beautiful lies. S/He rather let you cry for hearing the truth than smile for some lies & later on, let you fall on your knees after everything was revealed. A true soul, will always come back after a big mess s/he had with you. Wipe off your heartbreaking tears when you're in pain, telling you everything is going to be okay when s/he's around & hug you tight, making you feel all better. S/He'll stand up for you when you're not in the wrong & scold you if whatever you did isn't right for your life or anyone. Giving you the care & support that you need, a listening ear when you got a problem in mind & try to help things out if s/he could. If s/he didn't do anyone of this, then s/he is just a shadow that walks behind you & fades away later on. Labels: Dear |
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