Wednesday, February 23, 2011

Dear You.


Dear You, you're such a beautiful soul to love, how can God not create someone as special as you


Dear beloved gay brother, Dudy,

I know that you've been trying to get back to me with all the messages & calls you've given & you have created Twitter & added my first account in Facebook just to get in contact with me but sadly, I didn't reply any of your messages or pick up any one of your calls. My apologize for not doing so. I know you've missed me with all your tiny pieces of the heart & I do miss you too as you know it but you know that I don't have any intention of breaking your heart into a million tears.You're a beautiful soul that have came into my life & warm up my cold heart. How can I not love you more? Your characters tickle up my heart & let out laughter with the blues fading away, your smile make a huge pencil that drew a gigantic wide smile on my cracked face & your comfort could mend my broken colorless heart.

Your a brother that I truly am grateful to have, to love, to share my bleeding problems when I'm down, a brother that I can give hello & goodbye kisses whenever we meet & have to go on home in separate ways. A brother that I can comfort whenever you're in tears due to some thorns that have pricked your fragile heart & a brother that I can goof around with in town or wherever we are at. I really love you from the bottom of my broken heart & I've been having this urge of meeting you badly but still, I controlled myself, not taking a step forward in meeting you & not dialing up your number to give you a call or a text either. I would want to meet you & hug you real tight like you're my smelly little soft pillow & give kisses like how we used to give each other when we meet but it's not the right time yet. I'm forbidden to meet you or anyone for now.

But I can promise you that it'll be soon, very soon. Just get ready & I know when we meet, we're going to have a long talk. Smile always alright cause you've always been in my mind every night & day, thinking if you're alright wherever you are, whether you are safe or not til you were in my beautiful dreams along with your fat kitty of course, Miles. I have not forgotten you still cause forever, your name have been tattooed right at the center of this heart. May God give you guidance as he leads you along the way. Meow meow brother, meow meow~


Your baby brother,
Zairul

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zairul is my name &
karma is my game.

His Quote:

what goes around with me comes around you.








Sweetest Ecstasy

♦ Dudy Monteiro.
♦ Dudy's Tumblr.
♦ Hafiz Pendek.
♦ Subhi Illiyyin.
♦ Syakirchner Elise.
♦ Hedi Kikomori.
♥ Jaselin Gemok.
♥ Frah Anne.
♥ Maia Panda.
♥ Yidah Twinny.
♥ Farna Bimbo.
♥ Uffie Aosyki.
♥ Echa Boncet.
♦ Syairul Adams.
♦ Fyzzstro.

Individuals

Amelina.
Azmy.
Belle.
Din.
Echa.
Eicha.
Eydah.
Faizahh.
Fie.
Fir.
Irzan.
Ita.
Jaja.
Mei Ting.
Naim.
Natasha.
Nini.
Nisa.
Pearl.
Qayyum.
Rush.
Shah.
Shasha.
Shaq.
Sheeqeen.
Teko.
Yourlanda.
Yusry.
Zaidi.



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