Karma is my game

A broken soul.

As time passed by, the urge of wanting to move on gets a lot more tougher, when it gets tough, negative emotions conquered the heart, when it conquered, self-mutilation occurred, & when it have occurred, the heart cries while waiting for the right reasons to spill out from you so that he can take a step forward to moving on after hearing all the right reasons, but til then, he is just left as a broken soul

I have a close friend, a close friend who's always down with life full of black & white. The one who have similar personalities/thinking/likes/dislikes with me [ well almost everything ] & we just labelled ourself as twin hearts cause even though we do not have similar looks but our inner self are almost the same. His lonely heart always cry for love every late night, cold tears will rised & just run down through his cheeks while his mind is playing of those lovely memories with the one he loves most. Everything went so smoothly back then, even though they have made big arguements, but still in the end, they will went back together as one piece again. As time passed by, arguements were made between his lover & his lover's bestfriend. Then a few days past, their love went weak & sadness occurred. In the end, everything turned out as chaos & his lover left him without any reasons given. Now he is just left as a broken soul with a curious mind running around everytime. Unexpected thoughts occurred through his mind & he wouldn't want it to be the reason of his lover's leaving his life.

Then more thoughts came appearing in his mind & as time passed by, the problems he kept to himself got more & more heavier til he can't take it any longer. He want to set everything right, he wants to move on, but without answers given, he is still stuck in the past & never want to step into the future. Days past & answers slowly revealed through online & turned out that his lover is now in someone's hand. Things got more confusing to him cause when he dated his lover, did he go mingling around with another soul or did he even love him in the first place? Questions are still kept in mind & it will be revealed soon enough.

I just want to say that whatever the reason is, you know that you need to move on. You deserve someone better, WE deserve someone better. You know that you can always count on me. Just don't ever let guys step you down. Prove to them that you're strong enough to overcome this pain. I know that God let us wait for a reason, he is just waiting for the right time to let the lover of our life to touch our heart & let us have colorful fireworks in our colorless life. Remember, you're not alone. Your friends & I will always be there for you whenever...

Your twin heart,

Zairul

Labels: Broken

zairul is my name &
karma is my game.

His Quote:

what goes around with me comes around you.

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Azmy.
Belle.
Din.
Echa.
Eicha.
Eydah.
Faizahh.
Fie.
Fir.
Irzan.
Ita.
Jaja.
Mei Ting.
Naim.
Natasha.
Nini.
Nisa.
Pearl.
Qayyum.
Rush.
Shah.
Shasha.
Shaq.
Sheeqeen.
Teko.
Yourlanda.
Yusry.
Zaidi.

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