Karma is my game

I'll let my heart touch love when I think it's ready again.

Love, it is so unique plus beautiful with a whole lot pain & tears mixed together that I won't let my heart touch it for now til I know I'm ready to let it touch it again

Standing all alone in a room with the mirror in front of me, staring at my own reflection for a few minutes & suddenly, the answer appeared in my mind & that is, tired. Tired of everything that have gone through me, tired of living in sins, tired of feeling pain, tired of running tears, tired of mending a broken heart, tired of meeting new souls, tired of being in love & I'm tired of breathing. Every step I take to move on for the next day, something bad will happen til I get hurt so deep before I can even move on. It really hurts a lot. It's like my life cycle. I'll smile & laugh with friends, with love ones then the next thing will be tears & pain that I'll receive later on, then it will repeat again from the start & maybe the pain I'll receive will be worse til I can even fall on my knees all alone, covering my face while I let the tears run. I don't know how much longer can I bear living with pain. 9 years suffering, so how can I move on another year when I can't even bear facing the pain for a day.

I just got to sit down at the beach again where I can learn how to relax myself by the taught of nature then I could stand up with my own two feet & face all the pain again. I just got to empty my mind & set my negative emotions free cause no point letting them being caged in my heart when it's going to hurt me more. I just wish for happiness in life, that is all I need, nothing more.

Labels: love

zairul is my name &
karma is my game.

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what goes around with me comes around you.

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