... Phone beeped. It's a text & it's from him. Surprised & was jumping for joy.

Open the text & read it:

Him: Loving someone is beautiful isn't it?

Me: Yes it is. Why? Are you in love with someone...

Him: No. But I like him. I will never get him. Maybe I'm like you, waiting. Waiting for something that will never gonna happen.


My heart froze & then it shatters to bits. Almost dropped the phone when G friend snatch it away from me. Asked me why & I just kept quiet, he read through my phone & he was shocked. The only one word that came into his mouth was, bustard. I tried my best to control this tears of mine but then I couldn't. After a few minutes later, I stopped. I don't wanna cry over spilled milk cause nothing helps over crying, but then he kept repeating that same word. Oh, I feel so poisoned by his words. I guess this is my love life cycle. 3rd time someone bustard me. Who's gonna be the next heartbreaker? I'm waiting for my future. The next heartbreaking love life. It's okay. Thanks for making me smile. Thanks for the memories. It was all sweet while it lasted. Now you left me crying & I won't forget that sentence that you have said. Kept repeating in my mind. Thanks for all the love. Will treasure all the memories when I'm with you. Love you always.

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