Saturday, July 10, 2010
 What's your answer? Missing him so much, so planned & have a surprise visit. Waited for him near his area for hours but that doesn't stop me. Even though boredness strike me, I just can't help myself waiting for him to head home. Didn't reply my text & that got me thinking, is he around here somewhere? Searched for him. Texted him again but he didn't replied. Searched for him, left & right... & saw him. Earpiece on & his face expression got me wondered. What is he thinking? Thought of giving him a surprise hug from behind but instead I called him. Told him to stop & he did. Asked him whether is he wearing blah blah blah & that got him. He tries to find me but I hid myself behind a wall. Pop out & went to him. Gave him a hug. Miss his hug though. He went to his crib & put down his things & went for a walk with me. His little sister compliment me saying that I'm handsome blah blah blah. Laughed & didn't accept her compliments. Well, when this red dots on my face is totally gone, you could say what you wanna say. For now, just label me as ugly cause I know I'm one but thanks for the compliment anyway. Went slacking at a stadium & while talking, a rainbow appeared right in front of us, 2 to be exact. It really make me smile cause whenever I looked at that rainbow, it will remind me of how colorful my life is whenever he is around & now his right beside me smiling & laughing while giving me that mesmerizing look. His stares make my mind go blank. Eyes are so beautiful. Couldn't imagine if his in a room with me & he just stare at me the whole time. I think, we would have done something dirty in less than 10 minutes. Sorry if I'm being dirty right now. Enough of dirty thoughts. Anyway, he was talking about his life. Different feelings started to appear while he told me about his life. Didn't wanna show out my feelings cause I didn't want him to get curious & when he got curious, pop came a question like," Are you okay? " Then I'll started to throw it all out & that will be a disaster on that day. Didn't slack long due to his mom calling him couple of times. Thanks a lot mummy. It's okay, at least I get to spend few good hours with him. Treasure all those times. Went off & got a goodbye hug. Wanted to give him a kiss but my mind got stuck with something so I just hold my kiss & gave him a wave instead. Kept thinking about it & tears went running while time passes by. Hafiz called me to know if I'm okay, so does Zack. But I'm in need of Hafiz the most. I just don't know why I need Hafiz around with me nowadays. Guess I need to talk someone. Both adviced me & hung up. Cooled me down, well a little. Went home & close my eyes. Before I went off to lala land. The first thing that came into my mind was, why am I waiting? Labels: Broken |
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