Cold.

Fell into a place, a place where it's just myself & my loneliness, darkness fills the light, nothing is ever going to wrap me up with warmth, everything's so cold now, I'm frozen

So it's been a few weeks, since I left... I left them for good. Felt the pain, of being lonely. Felt it all in my heart. It's like your heart has been stabbed pretty badly. Silly of me to text him out of the blue. It was expected. No will always be an answer.