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Thursday, June 16, 2011
Players.  Players will always play the game until to the point that they have achieved the love they wanted, & they'll just end the game, leaving the rest of those innocent souls with a broken heart Some men just couldn't stop dating more than one soul. They just love to play the game & didn't think of the consequences. They didn't think how badly hurt will those souls get after they get to know that they're being played around, they're in the game. I felt it before when my loved ones are going through this kind of shit. I hold onto my love for about 7-8 months. I still remember, those painful times, it really hurts a lot. How you'll end up in tears every other cold night, him appearing through your mind once & never fade away. Those chains with thorns all wrapped around your vulnerable heart. You feel so hurt, you felt the pain, that pain which slowly oozed out from your heart. You just want to end it all, forget about everything but when you're trying your best to forget about it, forget about him, it'll hurt even more cause he'll be in your mind with the sweet memories, those cute cuddles, the calls you both did every night, the passionate taste of the sugar lips, & the pulling of the hair while he slowly let his tongue linger from your neck, right down to your chests. Because of all those precious memories that are trapped inside your mind, you can't seemed to let him go, not one bit. All you got to do is just distract yourself, try to find every way to not remember him or anything related to him. You tried your very best, you don't want to fall on your knees, crying while those 3 weakening words came out behind those breath of yours, " I give up. ". No, that is the last thing you want to breath it out, there must be a way. In the end, with the help of your loved ones, your pain & love towards him will start to lighten up, slowly it starts to fade away. All because of the ones who loved you, they gave you their care, they make you laugh every time with their silly jokes & that goofy attitude. Their accompanies make your heart be at ease, slowly those chains with thorns got all rusty & it'll then break into pieces. A few weeks later, you'll start to feel so enlighten, no longer hurt, now a smile is drawn on your face though there's a tiny piece left for him. Still, you think as high as the sky & look around, you have your loved ones though you don't feel that you're special towards someone, at least you are loved by your friends & family. They're the ones who never fail to bring you up whenever you fall. And I'm blessed to have these kind of souls around me. What I'm trying to say here is, if you're in the game, & you can't get out, try to distract yourself. Find every way, never give up cause that's the last thing you want to do. I've been through this, you can just read based on my past posts. It is all written there. Look around you, your loved ones are always there for you. Spend your precious time with them than be at home, wasting your cold tears due to one man who's being such a heartless soul, a player. It's not worth your tears. They'll get what they deserve one day, I can promise you that cause karma do exist. Just be careful next time cause men these days, cannot be trusted. Don't fall for their sweet empty words cause that is how the love will start. Labels: Heartless |
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