Karma is my game

Burning lies.

All you gave me were burning lies & now I'm on my knees, crying while my heart is in pain after what you've given me, but you'll get this pain back sooner or later, just wait & see cause karma do exist in this cruel world

I felt something was not right. I got all blue & teary all of a sudden. I got off with my friends & took a long ride bus home with Jannah. She told me about her love problem & I just listened, giving her some of my words before she continue blasting off all the fiery in her. After a while, she switched on her phone to see if she were to receive texts from anyone. There were a few & one of it was from her lover. " Baby, just to let you know... I love you so much. "

My heart felt so warm, a tear almost dripped from my eyes but I chose to hold it back. I told her not to be in a fiery state cause there's no point if both party will not sit down & talk about what have been keeping inside them that makes em' feel all so burn up. She nodded & continue with her story & after a few minutes, we all got silent, for that moment we're in the bus, the bus was filled with silence except for the music that went blasting off from my earpiece. Other than that, there weren't any talking, no laughter, nothing. My mind contemplate so deep, I felt something wasn't right.

Reached to my stop & slowly I walk home, looking up at the clear night sky. Oh what a breeze, the way it touches my hair. Reached to my door step & I unlock the gate & door, slowly stepping in the house. Turned on the laptop & browse through Facebook, my prediction was right.

Dear You,

For 8 months I've waited, 8 months it all got wasted. You lied, you turn my heart to ashes. You used me up & throw me away once you're done with me. You tried to make things up that doesn't even exist in this world to defend yourself. You tried to change the label on someone to something so impossible. You spread all your non-existent facts to the world so that you will be pampered by them, get all the attention you need. Your mentality is so bad, you're so covered up with all the negative emotions that you can't even control yourself. They just got in the way & ruined you.

So much for dying after 7 years from 2002 onwards. A big liar you are, so cunning. Now after every of your hidden truths have been placed right here on my hands, you created more stories & spread to your friends, making them placed hatred on me. Now, you want to find me together with your friends & throw all your rage on me, letting me hurt physically when I've been hurt more than enough inside. Your maturity level is so low, I'm rather disappointed. I'll just pray to God that your condition won't worsen cause I really do have a pity on you. Please try to upgrade your mind and control whatever you are doing.

Don't let your big ego that is way off the chart to get in the way, don't be so selfish cause whatever you do, more negative happenings will strike you hard. Stop complaining & start changing. I'm not being a drama boy here but whatever I say is true, no lies, just facts. Stop living in your own world & start facing the reality. And so, if you want to mutilate me so badly, you may proceed. I'm not afraid of you. All I know is you're caught up in that mental state, you're just too depressed. You can't even control yourself. You're not strong at all, you're so weak. Yes, a cancer who have a hard skin, but deep inside, you're soft & weak. Whatever you want to do to me, nothing will change in reality, even if you feel the satisfaction after hurting me. Still, you will be labelled as a big liar. A man who is full of burning lies.

Before I leave this post, I believe you're familiar with this sentence:

" Depression has drown you & you'll never realized til now. "

Sincerely,
Zairul

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