Karma is my game

What If.

What if I'm still holding back my past never wanting to move on into the future, will you leave me alone & let me suffer cause I am still not ready to be in a relationship with anyone but only with the one that I've kept my love for still

5 months still have I been hanging by this Love & 5 months still I've not been moving on one bit. The day when my eyes have caught sight of you while you were walking towards my clans & it was quite a shock to my heart. I quickly turned away & let my eyes looked somewhere else cause it was starting to redden & it got flooded with tears, so as soon as you greeted them with a handshake & left. I see you walk away & I just wipe this tears away. Can you feel that my heart have been wanting to be with you still? Why won't you looked into my eyes & see for yourself that I have this feeling of needing you, of loving you til the very end but I see you have a heartless soul who doesn't even bother to even give a damn about how I feel when I've explained to you how I truly felt & how long have I been hanging by this love still.

Tell me how to forget how much I really love you please cause I really can't bear with this pain any longer. I know you have move on so long already so just tell me how, tell me why can't I move on just like you. I'm still stuck to our past for almost 5 months already. I can't even take a step forward cause I just love you too much. It's like I'm stranded in a deep forest, trying my best how to get out of this cold place cause it's like a big maze. I don't know why, but I seriously am not ready to feel another touch of Love from anyone else but you. I am not ready to be in a relationship with anyone but you. I'm just too scared to get hurt by a soul once I have reached to that strongest feeling all over again.

If only a guy could rescue my heart from my past & let me step into the future, I will love him with all my heart, I promise that but once it fades away, you know that there will always be a reason behind all the beautiful moments that have slowly fade away.

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zairul is my name &
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