Karma is my game

Time to move on.

4 months I went through this pain hanging by my love that have been stuck on you & now it's time for me to take a step forward to moving on, but this time I need to get over you, officially

I thought I already have moved on but as I read our past messages through my phone. My heart turns cold & I feel that my love on you is still there, tangled up on you. Emotions filled my heart & the feeling of wanting to meet you is pretty chance very big. I kept thinking of whether should I visit you at your crib before it ends or should I not. But then, a 2nd thought appeared in mind & it would be wise if I don't meet you cause meeting you will make this love grew strong & furthermore, I doubt you'll love me like how you used to when we were dating. I know that this is the right choice, by moving on, forgetting the past & look forward to the future. Just let them be as memories, never going to resurrect them back again & I know that, you will never be mine. I am going to miss our memories badly & especially yourself, looked into your mesmerizing eyes while I tell you how much I loved you.

I guess things are never meant to be, sometimes it is best not meant to be with that certain someone due to some reasons hidden behind every painful results on Love. I understand what God have given me on the results on Love. I will wait... Wait for nothing to happen.

I don't want to talk about it that much. I'm going to delete the 2010 messages when the clock strikes 12 midnight tomorrow. Let those sweet memories be locked in my mind & heart. Am looking forward for 2011 & I know you readers do too. Cause you want to change, forget & move on, right? And I am happy that I get to talk to S. Good to know that he is alright, his fever have went away but he didn't receive my long message that I have send him. So that explains why he didn't reply my message. It's alright, at least I didn't put in any negative thoughts in mind.

Just want to say have a blast my dear readers, spend every bits of your time left for 2010, then just go & accomplished your resolution for 2011.

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