Karma is my game

Woke up.

When I wake up the next morning, will you still be beside me hugging me tightly while your eyes are closed with a smile sticking on your face?

Opened my eyes, earpiece was still on me with music still blasting out. Took it off & checked the time & it was still early. Gosh, I only slept around 6hours so I guess maybe for today my body feels like being one of the early birds? Well, I don't know why but somehow I feel fresh like, I have enough sleep [ which I don't ]. Walk out of the room door & the first thing I saw were smiles sticking on each & every one of my sweet darling relatives face. So what's up with the smiles? I have no clue but seeing them smile really made my day cause it's hard seeing them smiling & laughing in the morning where as the usual morning were always, cranky, rolling of the eyes & stomping & dragging their own two feet around the house.

Well, maybe today's a special day? But whatever it is, as long as I see smiles on their beautiful face, I'm fine with that. I just don't know why but somehow my heart feels more brighter & more calmed than yesterday which leads to tears & broken pieces of heart all around the floor due to the background of my friend's picture [ which is related to someone whom I really love deeply still ] that my eyes have just saw. It kept me silent while eyes were focusing on the screen & whenever I clicked 'Next' & saw the very same background, tears will come falling from my eyes. Explain to me why is his background picture so familiar like as if it were your bedroom wall. With a sigh, I just close my friend's profile & just sat there crying all alone in the room.

Posted out all the negative emotions that I'm going through on that cold night in Facebook & Twitter. I was desperately in need for penknives but there were none in this small haunted house [ seriously it's haunted I'm not joking ]. So I just sat quietly in the room weeping & weeping til I can't shed another tear any longer. Then I just went back to my laptop & I saw a pop out chat from some guy so, I replied. He was very sweet though, making me smile & laugh til the problems fade away for a little while.. Then all of a sudden, he just went offline. Well, it was fun chatting with him til it lasted. At least he kind of made my night but still it won't heal this broken heart of mine permanently. Negative emotions will always roam around this empty heart of mine, always.

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zairul is my name &
karma is my game.

His Quote:

what goes around with me comes around you.

Sweetest Ecstasy

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♦ Hafiz Pendek.
♦ Subhi Illiyyin.
♦ Syakirchner Elise.
♦ Hedi Kikomori.
♥ Jaselin Gemok.
♥ Frah Anne.
♥ Maia Panda.
♥ Yidah Twinny.
♥ Farna Bimbo.
♥ Uffie Aosyki.
♥ Echa Boncet.
♦ Syairul Adams.
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Amelina.
Azmy.
Belle.
Din.
Echa.
Eicha.
Eydah.
Faizahh.
Fie.
Fir.
Irzan.
Ita.
Jaja.
Mei Ting.
Naim.
Natasha.
Nini.
Nisa.
Pearl.
Qayyum.
Rush.
Shah.
Shasha.
Shaq.
Sheeqeen.
Teko.
Yourlanda.
Yusry.
Zaidi.

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