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The Bright Moon.
When I looked at the bright round moon with twinkle stars all around tonight, I know that there'll always be lovebirds around sitting on a wooden bench & connecting the stars together with their lovers
Walking all alone along the pavements of the street & what a cold night this can be. Looked up at the night sky & I saw a big bright moon shining down on me with twinkling stars winking all around. Hands in my side pockets of my jeans & just continue moving forward with earpiece plugged on & blue music slowly flowing through my ears. Lovebirds with holding hands walking pass me & when I saw how sweet they can be, my heart got cold & it just ache til it cracks to half releasing every negative emotions that is kept deep inside my cold heart. Tears started to fill the eyes & I feel like I'm drowning in my own tears but I just try to bear with it, continue walking trying to pretend that I didn't saw a single thing that happened just now.
As soon as they were gone, I feel like I'm walking all alone with no one to be seen at sight. Then suddenly the wind started to blew & it's like they were touching my delicate neck, making me feel arouse in the moment. I feel weird though being arouse by just little touches from the wind. Then the evening incident hit me & my heart started to ache again. I can't believe that I feel like I'm talking to someone on the phone who's character is a lot like my first past stain. He was being so harsh towards me, giving me the heck care attitude til my mood ran away from me & I just told him that I'll confirm with him again if I want to meet later or not. So he just hung up on me without even saying goodbye & my heart totally dropped to bits til I shed a tear or two. Even though I do not have any feelings on him, the hanging up is just too cruel & rude for me. I hate being hung up on someone when I didn't do anything wrong. It's like a door have been slammed shut right in front of my face. Imagine the pain of being rejected in some sort of way unreasonably. So I just called Eeks & asked her where is she & the clans, then after knowing where were they, I just hung up trying not to show that I want to cry. Wipe my tears & I just left the house bringing along my broken heart.
Til now I can still feel his harsh words running through my mind & stabbing my innocent heart. I just can't believe that I have just felt my past stain's attitude again & it really hurts a lot. How I wish, that it wasn't a bad day yesterday but even though things doesn't turn out to be the way it was supposed to be planned, at least this broken heart of mine feels a bit better when my sweetest friends are around making the night more fun & wild.
How I wish that my life is like a book so that I can just erase all the bad memories in the past & rewrites it with joys & happiness instead.Labels: the bright moon
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