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Monday, October 4, 2010
Tears.  Don't keep those tears, just let them fall til your eyes are done & your blue heart will turn red again cause even though it doesn't change the reality, at least it will change your heart People nowadays believe that crying & letting your tears fall doesn't help at all cause it won't change anything. Well it's true that it can't change anything that already have past but at least it can turn that blue heart of yours into red again. Just let em go & don't hold those tears cause if you do, you'll get hurt even more. Sometimes it'll take time for you to get over things so just get yourself distracted & don't just sit around in your room thinking about it. Crying helps but just don't cry too much unless you want your head to start throbbing & your face to start appearing red dots. Like I said, get yourself distracted & believe me you'll be alright after a few days or weeks, just don't stop whatever you're doing. I've been going through this before, in fact a lot of times til I hurt myself but in order for me to not get hurt, I just get myself distracted by dancing, hanging out with friends in town or just sit down at the side of the beach & look up at the bright night sky full with dazzling stars. I know nowadays a lot of teens nowadays have been so emotional due to Love. Just let it go, get yourself distracted & you'll be alright. It's almost Sunset & I'm still at home lying on my soft bed while something is on my mind. I can't stop but just feel guilty. I feel like letting this tears go but I managed to suck it up & swallow it whole. I'm sorry S for raising my voice & being rude to you yesterday night when we're on the phone, I just can't take your harsh words. I mean you just do not know how to watch that poison mouth of yours. If you didn't shoot me, I think none of us will start the war. I just can't take it facing this problems of mine & I just needed you to make me feel better but then, you thought I was in love with you & there you started saying "I'm not your boyfriend so don't expect me to call you." You could at least tell me nicely then just shooting me those sentence. You said you understand my emotions that they are sensitive but if you do understand em, why must you be so harsh towards me. My heart bleed as soon as you started damning me. I guess you can't really change & not to worry, my love for you have so long fade away since after you said that you prefer to be in many relationships rather than one & you will never believe Love. You're just so different than the rest of the men I've knew don't you realized that & that is so disappointing. I just hope one day your heart will start to believe the most beautiful feeling that have ever been created in this world by nature, & that feeling is Love. Labels: tears |
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