Karma is my game

Losing.

And the most scariest thing that can ever make me scream is not seeing a spirit appearing right in front of me, losing you is the answer to my scariest thing

Look at how granny smiles. Her sweet laughter & her wrinkly smile makes my heart feel so calm. I can feel that her heart is fresh red now cause she has been wanting to get a house for my 2 aunts, herself & me to stay cause believe me, living in that heartless creature house is like a nightmare. No TV, & no touching of their furniture, plates, food & even drinks. Such heartless people don't you think? We can only do our laundries & take a shower. The paying of the rent is so costly, we can find a room that's cheaper than this. Such a small room & such a huge amount of money that needs to be paid. I believe that this kind of human beings just want money & greedy is the word that we should label on them. Well, we're done with them & we can turn over a new leaf now. I can't believe that the nightmare is actually over I mean all those times all of us have been suffering have officially ended. The only thing now that I have to do is to change myself. It's been months have I not met my dance-mates & I kind of miss them to bits but it's like I'm not proving myself & the world that I'm changing. Lazing around at home all day is what I have been doing & that proves nothing. Bravo me. I wonder how's Shadan & Naim has been doing. Kind of miss them both but I miss Shadan a lot more. Ooops. Guess I ought to be going cause there's nothing more to talk about.

Goodbye lovely readers & before I leave, I would like to say that I miss my Sweetest Gay Clans: Hafiz, Shariman, Raihan, Syakirchner, Mile, Terence, Tiara Khai Khai, & Sulaiman. Not to forget my sweetest chic, Feeza & of course the last but not least, my favourite gay girl, Eeks. I'm done what I got to say. Goodnight.

P.S: I'm sorry if I can't have night calls with you like we used to but I'm busy & my health is not in a very good condition so if you're a true friend, kindly understand what I'm going through now & please don't be too down cause I know you're strong. There's no point letting your emotions down cause nothing changes so just try to distract yourself alright? It works on me. Lots of hugs from me to you.

Labels: Losing

zairul is my name &
karma is my game.

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