Karma is my game

Beauty.

Beneath this Imperfect boy lies a heart of beauty

Standing in front of the mirror & my mind came running. Look at those cracks all around my face, those bags that are coloured black hanging under my eyes, the burning cigarette that I'm holding between my two thin fingers, the straight outline of my body from top to bottom. Don't I look imperfect? Of course, everyone is imperfect in this world & that is just damn perfect. But then where is the beauty that I need, the un-flaws which suppose to be spreading all around my skin & the outline curves which suppose to be drawn on my side. I asked again, will all those things I asked for happen? The answer to my question quickly hit my mind & it showed 'Impossible'. But even if the beauty that I wished for so much won't ever happened, at least I know now where the beauty lies & the answer is my heart.

Look at how I make granny smile by being a full-time housebottom cleaning the house, washing & hanging the laundries, not being rude by holding all my harsh words back while granny throw all her outrage all around the house & I just go cooling her down & how I console my 8 long years of sweet friendship named Feeza when she's so down with cold sour tears falling right beneath her eyes, carrying along a huge problem with her on that bright afternoon. Can't you see? That shows how beautiful a human being can be even though the ugliness is sticking on his body. So my point is, don't look down on yourself but instead love yourself before loving others cause if you don't, no one can do their part if you kept hating yourself. Put those hurting words aside & let your mind fly as high as the sky, you don't need another beauty to make your life shine cause you already got one & that is right in your heart. Can you feel the beauty that you make, erasing the sadness & drawing a smile on their faces? Yes, that is beautiful seeing a human being smile rather than seeing them hurt, cry, or even rage out of anger. Even though it hurts having a cracked face, at least you owned a beautiful heart so just continue making people smile & trust me, all your pain & sadness that you're carrying all this while will just fade along with theirs.

Don't trust me? Then why do I even bother using all my precious time posting this out on my lovely blog? Think again. I'm done typing what I want to say so goodnight my lovely readers til the next update.

Labels: beauty

zairul is my name &
karma is my game.

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