Tuesday, September 7, 2010

Pain.


I rather see myself suffer in pain than seeing you suffer in pain cause
as long as you're smiling, pain is nothing but just a small cut on my finger


At the foot of the block, the wind blew strong touching my thick skin & I close my eyes feeling so calm with an empty mind. Then you came into my mind all of a sudden, a flashback appeared & it was yesterday night. My heart was in pain after what you've said. Few teardrops came rolling & I still manage to control my tears. You're hurt & it's not a problem to you but it is for me cause I hate seeing someone in pain when they're suppose to smile like they always do. I wouldn't mind seeing myself hurt, as long as I could see that wide smile on your face, pain is nothing but just a small cut on my finger but you chose not to listen. You just want what you really want & you don't even care if it caused pain, just as long as it can grant what you want, you're just gonna ignore the pain. I wish you would listen & just forget about what others think about you cause you are not what they think, to me you're just a beautiful angel that came down from the blue sky.

Never have I care someone this much til you appear in my life. You just can't make me stop smiling & I feel so bless to have someone special like you to give me all your care & concern. It's like a gift from god, a very special one. You're my one & only special ecstasy & I will do my best to make you smile. Will be with you til the end cause seeing you smile makes my life even more brighter. You're always in my mind even in my dreams at times & when I open my eyes, the first thing I would already have done is smile. Oh, what a beautiful dream to have you around.

I can't wait to meet you & just give you a warmth hug. Just wanna spend all my time with you fixing your broken heart & til your frown turn upside down.


P.S: A song is stuck in my mind & I would wanna dedicate that song to you. Hope you'll like it cause it's only meant for you, will let you listen to it on our first meeting.

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