It was like I'm in a nightmare after this few days but now, the nightmare seems to end. Or will it? Only god knows but I'm ready for everything cause it's been happening since I was just a little child. Life has been quite challenging this past few years but I can be bearable at times. We should just believe in everything that is gonna happen in our life & just get over it quickly or you won't get to take the knife out of your heart if you know what I mean. Life can be suffering but this is part of life. We should be strong & not always depend on others cause this is your life not theirs. You were born to crawl, stand up & run with your own two feet. It will always be you who complete everything by yourself in life not others but even though other people out there seems to guide you along the way when you're in need, still you will be the one who will settle it all.

Sorry if you don't get the picture cause it's kinda hard to explain, but what I'm trying to say is just don't expect friends, family or your lover to be there for you always cause there will be certain points where they won't get to help you & you need to settle it on your own. Just be strong & no one will ever look down on you. This is not meant for anyone that I've know but it's for everyone here. So I hope you understand that in life, don't expect anything to be your way cause it won't. Expect the unexpected alright?


I fear that something is not right. I feel like you're avoiding me but you said that you're not. I just wanna say this, if you wanna end our date, please do tell me cause I don't wanna be left hanging. If you're dating with anybody else, please tell me too so that we can end our date cause I don't really like it when you're dating with anyone else while you're dating with me especially when I have feelings for you. Don't let karma strike you cause if it does, you know how much pain I must carry it with me. So please be honest & don't ever hide anything from me even though I'm not your boyfriend but still there's no harm in telling right? Up to you to decide.
Goodbye sweetheart.


P.S: I still love you & will be there for you always. Cross my heart.

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