Karma is my game

What's the most romantic movie you have ever watched and would love to watch with a partner?

Hmmm, to be honest with you... I've so long have not been watching movies lately cause no one invite me to go watch movies with them :D

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My fragile heart.

My heart is fragile so please handle it with care

Sorry for not updating. Was kinda busy with school & dance so now I get an opportunity to update my blog. Miss blogging though so how's everything? One word, standard. Everything is just the way it is suppose to be but not until one man step into my life & started to fell for me.

Great news? I think not cause you know that when I said that I wanna put Love aside for now, well I really am putting it aside but I don't wanna break his heart & leave him just like that. Well we could be friends but he wants it to be something more, a step ahead than being friends.

A relationship.

I felt shocked when he told me that he loves me. Just a few days & in my mind was like damn this is too fast but I tried my best to give him the chance, I tried falling in love but the love never shows up. I feel like giving up & tell him that we could be friends instead but I don't have the courage to tell him. Well, his sweet & everything & I could see that he really shows that he loves me but I can't return his favor by loving him back. I just can't cause for now, I wanna be alone & be relax, not be so stress up about love cause all those times, Love have been giving me breakdown & this really have to stop for now. Those men out there just do not know some special ones like me have a fragile heart. They just won't appreciate our sweetness & sincere that we have given them & I've been giving in too much to them that they just took advantage of me, step my head & just left me for some guy. It's all because of this that I wanna let my wounded heart get healed slowly.

Well, that's it for now. Will try my best to update my blog soon.
Goodbye readers

P.S: I'm sorry but the love doesn't show up.

If you are cursed to die within the day by admitting to someone that you love them, would you still do it?

As in? I were to be curse if I were to admit to that someone I love them, is that your whole point? If it is, then I would admit it if I know he/she wouldn't want me anymore yadayadayada.

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Have you ever thought about being alone in this world and does it scares you?

Not at all but I've ever dreamnt about it & seriously I feel so lonely, scared & I just don't know what to do. Well, it's just a dream & I won't want it to become reality that's for sure.

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Chooose: laying down with ur head on the lap of a loved one beside the beach or park OR kissing him in a cinema while watching a sweet & romantic movie?

Hmmm, lying down on his lap is kinda boring, but kinda romantic at th side of th beach, cinema is great too while kissing. Hmmm, first choice. But if I could choose both, I'll take them both. :D

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What's the most romantic thing someone can ever do to you?

The most romantic thing? So far no one has ever done something so romantic to me. Only sweet. :)

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Does height is kind of a preference for you in choosing a partner?

No, almost all my stains are a little shorter than me so i don't mind as long as there's love, I won't mind anything :)

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are you liking anyone at the moment actually?

Actually no. I'm putting love aside for now.

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Life seems so silent without you now.

Silent life, Broken life.

Life now seems a lot more quieter. Wondering how is my bestfriend now, seems so different without her here by my side. A lot of things change & it change quite fast. I know she'll have a wonderful time there. She got everything like luxuries & more friends & some new gay friends. Heard that they are a lot more good looking than us Singaporeans. Well, good for her cause I could see that they are a lot more nicer than us. Even though that place is 'cheap' but the people there are so friendly. Miss her laughter, her jokes, her craziness & especially her. Just gonna stand here & hear me cry, that's alright because I love the way it hurts. Just love the way it hurts.

Goodbye loves.

P.S: I have long forgiven you, just move on with your life cause I'm just a burden to your soul.

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Life is tumbling down.

It's not worth it waiting for me cause you deserve someone better.

A lot of things have been happening to me & I really feel so pissed, confused & depressed. Some of the happenings are kinda flirtacious, cute & weird while some lead to depression, hurt & frustration. I'm so confuse of what have been happening around me. I feel like my life is a never ending misery cause from childhood til now, I've been having lots of scars & it really hurts me when I read out about my past.

When will this end? All of this, only god knows & that answer I shall wait.

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Love will place it in one side, for now.

Will put the Love aside, for now. Tired of being sweet & sincere when all I get is heartbreakers.

Tired of love. Every sweetness & romance that I've given, will always get heartbreakers & bustards in the end. Should stop for now, but still I still love him. The guy that I've been waiting. I'm still waiting for him cause my love is only meant for him. No one appreciates me. It's okay, I'm fine with it. I should be alone for now. Let me rest & be relax before I went to this love path again.

I can see that you're smiling. You're thinking of him while a smile is on your face. I can see that you're happy without me. I'm happy that you're smiling. I guess I'm not good enough for you. No looks I suppossed. Well, it's okay. I just want you to smile that's all. Just hope no one will break your heart cause you're such a sweet muffin to me. Bye love, I miss you.

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