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Friday, July 30, 2010
Life is like a Ghost Town.  I want you to be here with me through the lonely nights, accompanying me til I closed my eyes & wander off to my dreams What a cold night now & a warmth hug is what I need. Looked out the window & you could see little raindrops falling from the sky. Nowadays, I feel kinda lonely & when this happens, negative thoughts will come running through my mind. I just need someone here with me, not always. Someone I could love that I couldn't do with my sweetest friends. Well, erose love? I need that but not too much cause controlling it is what I need to do. It seems that finding someone that you want to be with is barely easy. Whenever I looked at my Sweetest G friend with his boyfriend cuddling each other, I would feel like one lampost standing beside two lovebirds cuddling & hugging each other. They looked sweet together but then I could feel the pain in me. Looked at my scars & seriously I feel so stupid knowing all my stains. How I wish I could turn back time. Nowadays whenever I walk across the overhead bridge, I will looked out & see the view, then my mindset would just think of suicide. I feel so depress & I'm scared if my mind kept thinking about it. Oh god, please give me your guidance... I don't wanna end my life too soon, a lot of things for me to explore. I still wanna have babies. Seriously. I wanna have my own wife & kids. Don't you? But then, I know now I'm not going through the right path but it's just for temporary. Just need the right time. Let nature take its course aites? Don't worry. This will all be gone, not soon... Just be patient. Labels: lonely |
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