Friday, June 18, 2010
 Hoping my love won't be like my history My life kinda sucks nowadays. It seems that I'm always in a bad mood cause I don't really know why but I really hate it a lot. But whenever I heard his voice or get a text from him, it kinda makes me feel so calm & happy. Well what do you expect? When you're in love, nothing can spoil your mood. Well what can I say, that's my style. I don't know about you guys, love is just my thing. What about me with all this love? Someones name just got tattooed down to my heart. Who? Well, that's for me to know & for you guys to never find out. It's not official anyway, you might never know if this love will be the same as my previous one. I wanna keep it a low discreet cause firstly, I don't want my friends or anybody else to know who I'm in love with cause you don't know how dancers are. I love being a dancer but the bad thing about being one is that once someone heard some hot news about you, like who do you have feelings for or whatsoever, they'll just spread around & people will just went up to you & say like, so who's ____? You like him huh? It really irritates me a lot. Then if that person left you for something or someone & you know how I will feel right? Heartbroken, never ending tears & so on & if friends of mine or other people know who left me, they'll just hate him. I really hate that part. Just because of me, you must hate him. Well, it's his fault anyway for leaving me for some guy. But I don't wanna tear down his image or people would think that I'm a slut or something. True? Just let karma takes its course cause it always does when someone hurts me. *Smiles* This time, I just wanna keep it as low as possible til I'm officially his cause if not, I'll just move on. Well enough about this topic. Lets change it.  Being with you is what I need the most Days have passed & I started to feel more & more lovedrunk. You're always in my mind. When will this end? Well, a day with you is what I need but being with you forever holding your hand & never let go is what I need the most. Your soothing voice, your puppy eyes & your soft cherry lips makes me wanna miss you more. Don't think that I'm going for looks cause your heart & your sweet words makes me melt like one hot chocolate & that makes me wanna love you more. Label yourself as ugly? I think not cause you're beautiful in my eyes. Whatever you say about yourself, it's your heart that counts cause that is the key to make relationship last longer. I guess you know what I'm saying right? You can put looks on one side when you're in love cause it's the heart that counts. I know that you think this is too fast, I can be patient, I can take it slow. Take your time cause I'm up to it waiting for you. Taking it slowly step by step reaching for the love cause if I do it too fast I might trip & fall. No matter what it is, just be true to yourself cause my fragile heart can't take it when it comes to lies. Once you lie, it's hard for me to trust you anymore. Missing you much babyface, when can I spend time with you again... Just the two of us? Waiting patiently for our next meeting. Hope you're thinking & missing me then & now cause I seriously am thinking & missing you right now. Your Rainbow, Zairul Labels: Babyface |
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