Tuesday, June 22, 2010
 No hope, no future. Death is in my head. I don't need a parachute cause I wanna fall & break into pieces. Tears came pouring down my cheeks when I read his message. Can't stop crying. Zack hugged me tightly & gave a kiss on my forehead & that's where the tears started to get out of control. A flashback came into my mind & it really hurts. Started to miss my stain & now I'm suffering again. I can't move on. I need someone to grab me now. I'm weak. Why am I not fated to be love by a guy? Tell me why cause I can't stop crying. Tell me the truth if you love me or not cause now I'm suffering. I don't wanna cry everyday again. I don't wanna hurt myself. You don't even know if you love me? I'll just wait for you cause I know you need time but how can love develops when there is no bonding between us? We hardly met. If you don't have feelings for me still after we've met a couple of times, well if you wanna meet me, I can just let you go but if you're in love with someone else, please tell me cause I don't wanna end up crying after I found out that you're in love with someone cause then I'll just hate you & I don't want that to happen. I'll just wait & stop crying for now. Controlling this tears. Trying my best to think positive & forget about what happen yesterday. Whatever it is, I don't wanna get stress cause my pimples are starting to shrink due to the ice cubes that I've always place it on my face before I went to sleep & whatever it is, I just want you to be honest with me so that I won't suffer like how I used to suffer when I'm with my stain. Labels: Death is in me |
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