Sunday, June 20, 2010
 So lovedrunk & I'm addicted to a guy like you cause you're the liquor that I can't stop drinking & I need you always Tired after performing Bukit Timah 55th Anniversary. Emotions have strike me, but things happened like out of the blue: Was taking pictures with Maia Panda. Then looked at the picture... Z: Eee! My face like shit only! M: Okay lah! Cute what! Z: NO! M: Cute lah... Zul walking pass us... Zul: Heyy, cute uhk kao.. *pinch zairul cheeks* Me & Maia looked at each other M: SEE! Z: Don't know uhk! M: Well someone just says you're cute so just admit it. Z: FINE! Well, not only him... Some girl which also was performing with us compliment me that I am cute wearing that rope around my head. Well, but still... I'm not admitting that I am cute! Well, some gay guy just smile & says hi to me which I'm like so disgusted. I was just joking but feel awkward like seriously. Well, that's not all, kept staring at me & when I looked at him, he kept smiling at me. Like omg, I feel so awkward! Well, that's not all... Zul was being kinda weird cause he kept pinching my cheeks & disturbing me & kept saying I'm cute. Well, not that it's wrong but can it be like once in a while not everytime when he walk pass me! Hmm, nevermind then. Well dancemates of mine have been like cheering me up by taking pictures & that kinda makes me smile, even the ones that don't know me at all, all of a sudden talk to me like out of a sudden? Hmm, well at least I could forget about my emotions for awhile til now. Well, the performance was a success... Can't believe the videoman got record me as well! Hope it won't came out on TV! Well, heard from the teacher that Mediacorp is gonna be there actually cause Prime Minister was there so Mediacorp must be there. Hope it won't came out on TV! OMG! Seriously, I don't want that to happen. Well forget about it. Suddenly, emotions started coming back. Here we go again. Well, kinda hurt when he didn't text me & said that he was watching a movie cause I was waiting for his text for so long. When I text him then he replied that he was watching a movie. Pissed off & hurt but then after he wish me luck & insert that rainbow to the text, feel so bright all of a sudden. Well those feelings are just temporary cause right now I feel so lovedrunk & I just can't take it. Missing him too much. Miss stroking his hair, miss his scent, his puppy eyes, his soft cherry lips & mainly HIM. Well sorry if I sound desperate but I just can't stop missing him. It's just so so hard to meet him with all of his plan on schedule. I guess I can't meet him at all, I don't even know if he wanna meet me... Well I guess not cause... I don't know... I guess he don't wanna meet cause his too busy? Hmm, it's okay. Hope he have a day for me cause June holidays is ending & I don't wanna written down my brain that I have wasted my time in June holiday. Hope I could spend time with him the whole day or two. Well, impossible. It's okay. Hope, I won't get too emotional cause if I do... Well, you know what will happen? Well only my Sweetest Ecstasy does. Zairul Labels: Drunk |
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