Thursday, May 27, 2010
 You flew off with the wings of my heart and left me flightless Hey, thanks for everything that you've given me. I appreciate it very much for the things that you've done. I don't know why must I deserve this from you. After all the things that I've done for you & this is what I get. I guess I trusted you too much. I guess your sweet talks really hit me hard til I fell into one big tears. This is how you prove your love towards me? Wow, I'm surprised.. There's no effort at all.. You've lied to me & you left my heart bleeding. Leaving me just like that when you said that you wanna be by my side forever. Whats your motive actually? I want your honest words.. Whats your motive of hurting me? Why must I deserve this from you? After what you've given me & now you're stepping out of my life. Come on', you expect all this to happen? This isn't what I've been expecting from the start. I'm so disappointed in you. My love for you is dying. Are you playing with my feelings? Where's your love? I'm giving you mine but you gave me nothing. What did I do wrong? Tell me.. What did I do to you til you want me to suffer like this? Tears kept running down when I think of you. Letting you go takes a lot of time & I know it takes a few months for me to let you off my mind. It ain't easy cause I fall deeply in love with you & now it's hard for me to get out. Now you left me crying alone in that hole. By letting me go, by leaving me. You think I'm gonna smile? You're making my life more miserable & I really regret loving you don't you know that. Now I'm in this condition, I won't ever get to smile again. You know how painful it is? I've wasted my love on you instead I can just keep it to myself. I feel like I've been used again, I'm so hurt. The flame of love is now just a cold loneliness & now its broken into pieces. Letting the wind blow them away, I save one piece in case if there is a second chance for me. Thanks for everything. You've really make my life become so "great". Will always remember you always. The sweet memories will always be locked in my heart. Now I'm walking through the path alone. Hurt, In pain, Heartbroken, Tears, & In a misery that never ends. Thinking to myself: When I'm alone, who's gonna be by my side? When I'm cold, who's gonna give me a warm hug? When I'm in tears, who's gonna wipe it off? When I'm down, who's gonna make me laugh? When I'm afraid, who's gonna cover my eyes & make me feel comfortable? When I feel so unloved, who's gonna hold my hand & give me a kiss on my forehead? It really gives me tears just by thinking all this questions in my mind. I really can't bear the pain. It hurts my fragile heart, & it is now falling apart. Why must I deserve this kind of love? Am I that cruel? Do I give in too much? Have I given too much love? Why is this happening to me? If I follow my heart right now, I feel like killing myself. Now I'm alone, my life will become darker & this will make things worse. I guess it's fated that I won't get to feel the love. Impossible for me to get into one relationship. I guess no one will love me instead they'll just use me like as if I'm a toy then threw me away when they're bored with me. I guess, I'll just move on alone for the rest of my days. Labels: This is what I get from him |
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