Tuesday, May 25, 2010
 Stress up with life, it's getting worse as time passes by. I feel so hopeless now. My lovely granny have gave all her effort & I did one little mistake that could bring chaos. I feel stupid & now my mind is blank. I cannot think of anything, no idea is on my mind. I just couldn't cry anymore cause it's just a waste of tears cause nothing changes. I feel that I'm gonna be inside a cage soon. A lot of things is in my mind: Love, School, Family, Life, Friends, Bad Memories but mainly in my mind is just YOU. To YOU: I just don't know why but somehow you're gonna leave me cause of some guy. I just don't know why did I get this feeling. I feel stupid thinking about it cause I believe you but negative thoughts started to run into my mind. Tears just kept flowing down my face. My love for you is as deep as the sea but I just don't know why that somehow I cannot trust your words cause I feel like it cannot be used. After the previous stains of mine have bustard me cause of another guy, I feel like you're gonna do the same thing. I'm so stress. You tell me to follow my heart, & if I follow my heart, I'll just jump off the roof killing myself. I'm so stress. You're too much for me. The biggest sacrifice I need to do is just to leave you. I'm so heartbroken, you don't deserve a ruin boy like me. Nobody deserve me especially a sweet guy like you. Even though you're the guy that I've always dream & wish. I just feel that you're too good for me. I don't know, I wanna leave you but its so painful to leave you. Just 3 words baby, I Love You . The guy that will love you til the end, Zairul Labels: Leaving you is the biggest thing to sacrifice |
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